2 years ago today was the worst day of our lives - the day we found out that Karinne would never come home to live with us. You can read more about that day by clicking here.
I am finding myself at a loss for words. I want to write something new that describes my emotions today on this difficult anniversary. But I can't find the words and don't have the time to take to find them. But I wanted to post something today, so here it is.
The coming of this December has held many emotions for me as I recall December of 2009. The coming of the Christmas season just isn't the same as it always was for me - before the worst day of our lives.... As we put up decorations, attend the children's Christmas programs, buy gifts, and prepare for family gatherings - I can't help but recall the pain of all of those things that year after we found out the bad news. I hope that eventually, December will return to its intended beauty and that the pain associated with this day will lessen over time.
Miss you and Love you SO MUCH Karinne!
